Day 234

Laundry, Dishes, Going through Ethan's clothes and cleaning the living room of toys.
That is my list of stuff that needs done today. I got up with Ethan got him breakfast then played with him and then we snuggled and watched Dora. When Keith got up I got ready and took a nap because I did not sleep much last night. When I got up I went through Ethan's clothes and got out all the stuff that no longer fits. I also cleaned out the closet and started going through the clothes for Liam, After that I started Laundry, I am so far behind it is not funny, I have 8 loads to do. After I got the laundry all sorted and ready to be washed I started the dishes then, Got dinner made and then after dinner I washed the rest of the dishes we just used, Then I helpped Ethan pick up his toys and then he got a bath and went to bed, then I went and got a nice shower and finished more laundry, Then I started to watch my shows! I also painted my toe nails and relaxed. Now I am waiting for my LAST load of laundry to come out of the dryer so I can make my bed and then go to bed,
My picture is going to be of my flower that I think is starting to grow back.

Day 233

I get to see my BEST Friend  today for the first time in a few weeks!
We took the two boys to the park for a few hours then went and got some lunch came back to my place ate and talked then she had class so she took her little one to day care and left for class. Then she came back later after her class and we had a "Welcome home" dinner together. I made Pork Chops, Mashed Potatoes and then we had cake and pickles and popcorn. While she was at class Ethan and I played outside on the deck After his nap until like 7:45 when it started to get a little to chilly for me. I took a ton of pictures of Ethan outside so I will pick one to use.

Day 232

Well I did not get up for Church but its the first Sunday I have missed in a long time so I don't mind. After I got Ethan some lunch and myself some lunch we headed over to my dads house just like every Sunday. I just had to wait until he got home to go over. I did not do much while there and ended up leaving long enough to come home get Keith, then run to Wal-Mart for stuff to make pudding and a few other things.
I got two new movies, then went back to my dads house and made pudding with  the three boys, I have a picture of Ethan with chocolate pudding all over his face and the new movies I got.

Day 231

I came home and slept for about 2 1/2 hours. When I got up Keith Ethan and I got ready and went to pick up my Dad then we went to eat at Danny Boy's it was nice to get out with my Dad. After we ate we went stroller shopping. I found a few I like but want to look at a few more before we pick one.
I took two pictures  for today, One is of Ethan at Danny Boys and the other is of my very yummy pizza.

Day 230

Well I did not sleep much last night but whats new? I had to be up and at work by 7a.m I worked until 3 then went home took a short  hour nap then got up and Keith made me dinner it was great! After dinner we ran to the store for fruit and stuff to make fruit dip. I got home then relaxed and played ball with Ethan. Around 9:30 I got a shower and got ready to come back to work. I had to be back by 11 and will get done at 7a.m
I love this schedule and wish I could work it every week but I know that will never happen. It is just nice not working 16 straight hours. I got to go home and have dinner and spend time with Ethan, I also got to put him to bed and that was nice.
I took a pictre of the grapes I got and that is my picture for today.

Day 229

Well today was a good day! We went to my dads to drop off the truck and ended up staying there until he had to go to work and he just had me take the truck home again. Ethan and I played outside for a long time and he loved that he cried when we had to go back in. I love that it is getting nice out again!
I needed to use Keith's phone this morning and when I went to use it I saw a super cute picture of Ethan and I stole it so that is my picture for today!

Day 228

I still have my dads truck so I used it to go to my moms for a little while. We had a good time seeing her and my grandma. I stopped and finally got my pepsi but because Keith had the debit card I could not get fries. I will get them sometime soon I still want them, Ethan would not take a nap today because I put his puppy in the washer around nap time so he was a crab all day I was going to put him to bed early but by time we got home and he got his bath it was past bed time. I will think of something to take a picture of for today, 

Day 227

I had Keith take me to my dads on his way to work, I wanted to stop and get fries but we left to late because a friend stopped over and we could not get him to leave. I ended up not getting my fries. I want them so bad it's not funny, I would do just about anything for fresh pineapple too. But no store around here has ripe pineapple so I have to wait. Now I am back home getting ready to go to bed I stayed at my dads until 11:00 watching t.v. I am so tired its not funny and I have dishes to do but they are going to wait until tomorrow.
My picture is going to be of Ethan doing a split.

Day 226

We got up ran to the doctor for Ethan's check up went to get my vitimans they were out so I had to wait until they came in later today. Then we ran to the verizon store and got Keith a phone case and screen protectors. Then we came back home and cleaned the house up some. It took us 15 minutes because it was not bad at all. I have been doing really good at keeping up with it. Then I ran back to the store after I got the call saying my vitimans were ready. Now Ethan is in bed taking his nap and I am just relaxing on the sofa until he gets up he has about an hour left to nap.I cannot wait until the Bachelor comes on later!
 I am going to take a picture of Ethan's new blanket that I made for him yesterday!

Day 225

I went to church then to my dads house, Then my dad and I went and got Keith a new phone, I hate how I have to have my dad with me to get a new phone when I am paying for it and when I know his account password but whatever I did what I needed to do to get the phone. After we got the phone we went by my house to drop it off then I went back to my dads house and hung out there. Then while the 3 older boys were napping my grandma sister and I went to the mall to get the baby shoes so he can learn to walk. I got a few new knifes and gir scout cookies. Then we ran to Joann Fabrics and I got the stuff to make Ethan a new "blank" (as he calls it) Then after we got back to the house my sister got a call saying her momma goat had her babies, She had twin girls! So we got the 3 older boys ready and ran out to her mother-in-laws to see them. My picture is of the baby goats!

This is one of the twins. Her name is Millie

The other twin she is Danielle or Dani So CUTE!

Day 224

Keith and I went to the mall and walked around for a litlte while got something to eat then went to a movie we went to see Battle LA then we went to bath and body works I got some bath soap and figured we would go to Kohl's to look at Maternity pants and found one pair on sale for $4.80 I could not pass them up. I could not find any others on sale and I do not want to spend $60.00 on one pair just to wear for a few weeks until it gets warm. I need to check some second hand stores or ask friends if they have any I can use until summer.
I wanted some chili so I ran to the store and got what we needed came home and made some chili.
My picture is going to be of my favorite sauce!

Day 223

Well today was 10 times worse then last night! I cannot get over this depressed feeling. I have felt this way for 2 weeks now, but at first I could control it just by making myself busy or by talking to someone now I cannot stop it or make it better. I just cry over everything and anything or even nothing. I cried because I had to call the doctor and he was not in, I cried because I went to wal-mart and looked at food and knew I was going to have to eat but just don't feel like it.I cried when I rememberd I forgot my chapstick at home and my lips hurt!  I cried when I got to work because the girl working before me asked how I was. then when my boss asked if I was ok I cried even more. I have not cried since 3:30 but I am depressed and feel like I could at any second. Keith brought me to work today so he could have the car. Ethan is going to his grandmas house for the night and Keith MIGHT go see a movie he wants to see that I don't. Then after that he is going to come to work and bring me dinner and sit with me for a little bit. I asked him to come get me early so he can sit with me the last half hour I have of work (if he even leaves me once he comes) I don't care what my co-workers think or even my boss. Until they are in my shoes and feel like I do I don't want to hear it. The most that can happen is I would get fired but my boss now knows I am having problems with depression as well as 4 co-workers. So I am not worried about it. I need him here to help me through this.
I am calling the doctor Monday to see if there is anything he can do for me. I cannot deal with this much longer.
For now I am trying not to look at the time so I don't know how much longer I have to be here at work! because if I think about it I will cry!
I brought House with me so I think I am going to watch that or read my book to pass time. I so cannot wait until Keith comes!
Well Keith came around 11:30 we ate dinner together then we watched The Karte (spelled wrong) kid and then he left at 3:00 he is going to come pick me up at 6:50-6:55 then I think I might have him run through and get use breakfast because I am so hungry.
I had a good conversation with an old friend. We had a falling out a few years ago and we just started to talk a little a few months ago and last night we talked for a few hours talked about what happened and a few other things. It was so nice to be able to pick back up like we just talked yesterday. After I set up what I could for breakfast I laid down and slept until 5:30 then got up did the rest and now I am on Facebook getting ready to get off and pack my stuff up.

The Pork Chop Keith made for me!

Day 222

Well today was a bad day for me! I was depressed most of the day well after Keith went to work. I felt alone and cried for two hours. I could not stop. I had to call my sister and have her come get me. I went with her to the boys class then we went to my dads house and that helpped so much. I got home around 11:30 got Ethan in bed then did dishes. Now I am waiting for Keith to get home so we can cuddle because I miss him! Liam is going crazy right now I think he has hiccups! I cannot wiat for Ethan to be able to feel him move!  My picture is going to be of the box of tissue I had to use today while I sat and cried!

Day 221

Today was the big day! We found out the sex of the baby! I am excited and pleased to announce that we are  having a second healthy baby boy.
After the ultrasound we went and got the outfit to bring the little man home in we let his big brother pick it out. I went to my dads after that for the night and showed them the pictures of the baby.
My pictures are going to be of Ethan with the ultrasound picture, just the picture of the ultrasound and the outfit Ethan picked to bring him home in.
We changed the baby's name and have not picked one yet but when we do we are only telling family because a friend stole the name we had picked for a boy so we are not telling anyone who is pregnant or any friends until after he is born and named. So he will be called by his given nick name given to him by his 4 year old cousin Pickles! Baby pickles is a healthy 14 oz baby. He is active and stubborn! He looks perfect and has no visable problems! His big brother is excited about his baby brother so are Keith and I!
The pictures are not saved to my computer so I will add them tomorrow when I add the rest from this week.

Ethan looking at his baby brother!

Coming home outfit

Baby Pickles' First Toy!

Baby Pickles

First Belly Picture 20 weeks!

Day 220

Well I got up went to my appointment. The baby made it hard to listen to the heartbeat because it kept moving and kicking it took 10 minutes to finally get a good listen to it. It was 154 so very strong! I got my paper work for my ultrasound wich is TOMORROW I am so excited!!!
I came home and now I am fighting with Ethan who is being fussy he got up way to early for the time he finally fell asleep last night. He went to sleep at 1:30 and got up at 7:00 so he is cranky. He is on a strict nap time schedule and has to wait until 2:00 for his nap. I hope he wakes up in a better mood! I will add to my blog later and figure out a picture.  Ethan and I colored a few pictures together and that is going to be my picture today.
When I went to put him to bed I told him that we were going to go see his baby brother or sister tomorrow and he ran to the door and said Bye Bye baby. I told him that he had to wait until after he woke up and he ran to his bed laid down acted like he was sleeping and then said I awake got out of bed and ran to the door and said I bye bye baby! It was to cute.
0 Weeks 1 DAY (21 HOURS) Until my ultrasound!

Day 219

Well today I was going to go to Detroit but that did not happen. Oh well no big deal. I ended up going and getting my nails done then going to my dads house. I was asked to run to wal-mart to pick up my aunts prescription and when we got there it was spposed to be done. We had to wait in line for 15 minutes then we got up to the counter and they said it was not ready it would be 30 minutes an hour later it was finally done. Then I went back to my dads house and hung out until he brought me home and then I got Ethan ready for bed and got ready for bed too. I have an early doctors appointment tomorrow. I am going to watch a few of my DVR'd shows then get the trash ready for Keith to take out then go to bed. My picture is going to be of my nails.
0 Weeks 2 DAYS until my ultrasound!!!!!!
So excited!

Day 218

Well I got up went to church actually got to sit in the service and not work in the 3's. It was nice. Ethan moved to his new class today he cried at first but then he had fun. After church we went out to eat with my family then went back to my dads house. Other than that I did not do much. I went to the store and got all four boys matching pajamas. I took a few pictures of them all together and one of Ethan's booboo so they are going to be my pictures for today.
0 Weeks 3 Days until my ultra sound!

Day 217

Well I got home from work took a two hour nap got up played with Ethan then got a  shower and put him in for his nap. At 5:00 we went to his dads house then to Canton. We stopped at Toys-R-Us then went to Danny Boys to eat. The food was great. Ethan had a great time playing in the toy store he could not make up his mind as to what he was going to get. He ended up getting four trains and a case to put them in and then a coloring book. He was a little flirt at dinner and tried to be the center of attention. After we ate we went ack to his dads house and hung out there for about an hour and Ethan played the Piano with his grandma while Keith and his dad played chess. As we were leaving his grandpa was playing with him and dropped him face first into the cement floor busting his lip open. Blood was every where. Then Ethan kept looking at Russ (his grandpa) and pointing to his lip and saying Ouch. He stopped crying about a minute after the fall and then the next 10-15 minutes he just kept pointing to his lip and saying ouch. Guilt trip I guess. Then we got home and put him right in bed seeing how it was 11. I hope he is not fussy tomorrow. My picture is going to be of Ethan and Grandma Sharon playing the piano.
0 Weeks 4 Days until my ultra sound!

Day 216

Ethan got me up early today we palyed and he sat with me and we snuggled. Then when Keith got up I went in for a quick nap becuase there was no way I was going to get up at 6am and make it all night at work with out a nap lol. When I got up Keith got us some lunch then we washed the dishes and palyed with Ethan some more, Now I am at work and I want ice cream so bad its not funny. I wish I had a way to get some.
I am not sure what my photo is going to be of but I am thinking of something. Maybe the sign on the wall that says the check out time only because I have a funny story about that.
A couple come in to get a room, and as she is paying he asks "So what time is check out?" I say "Noon" then he says "What One?" I just stop what I am doing look up at him with a are you kidding me look and his wife said "what do you mean there is only one noon!" he said "No ONE is noon too!" He was not kidding either. She shook her head and said "NO 1 is 1 Noon is 12!" He was like "OH OK I thought 1 was noon too!"
Some people are strange.
Well I have made up my mind I am going to use the picture of the check out time sign.
0 Weeks 5 Days until my ultrasound!!

Day 215

Today was not a good day for me. I was upset and just had a bad day. Ethan was pushing my buttons all day so I wanted to get out and not be alone. So Kim came and picked us up and we went to the mall. She is going to be leaving for Germany on Tuesday and needed a few things for her trip. I just went along to get out it helpped a lot Ethan stopped pushing my buttons and started to act right and behave like the sweet boy he is. I took a bunch of photos of him before his nap and I am going to pick one and use it for my picture today.
0 weeks 6 days until my ultra sound!

Day 214

Today I got up got Ethan ready got Keith up and took my Grandma's car back to her then ran to wal-mart to pick up a few things. When we got home we had a package at the door, it was funny that as we were pulling into the driveway I told Keith that it should be here today or tomorrow and there it was. Then I said that Ethan's shoes from Zappos should be here today or tomorrow as well and they came today with the mail. I am so excited! Ethan loves his new shoes and they are so cute. He likes them so much he won't take them off. My picture is going to be of him in his new shoes.
1 Week 0 Days (7Days) until my ultrasound.

Day 213

Well today I figured I would go to my dads house to hang out. I had to drop off Ethan's prescription and it was a 2 hour wait so because Ethan was at my dads house sleeping I ran got food then came back home ate and cleaned Ethan's room and did a few other things that needed done that are hard to get done while Ethan is here. My picture is going to be of my food I had.
1 week 1 day (8 days) until my ultrasound.