Day 179 I am hungry! Everything I want I don't have!

I got up early went to Canton with my friend she had a meeting for a class and she said it was only going to be 30 minutes so I went to Babies-R-Us but she did not get done for an hour and I had her youngest who is 3 and Ethan, I was getting tired of waiting and I honestly got a little upset with her because she told me that no matter what she would ONLY be 30 minutes because she would leave early if she had to. Well after waiting around for an hour she got done I picked her up then we went to Davids Bridal so we could look at dresses for her wedding. She had me try on a few and we found one that will look good with me being 8 1/2 months pregnant. They have a baby bump that they let me use just to get a feel and try to figure out a size. If I want to have enough room to grow I need a 16. A 6 fits now a little to big but it fits so to say I need a 16 just to have room for my belly is upsetting. I feel so fat. The dress she has picked out cannot be taken out so I have to make sure I get it big enough to fit then they will take it in for me. The girl helping us wanted me to try on a size 18 but I siad no I think a 16 will work but she was like that pillow is only a six month belly we dont have bigger so you might be bigger than that even I had PLENTY of room to grow my belly out lol.
Well now I am sitting at home starving and NOTHING I have here at home sounds good, I want Mcdonalds Broccoli Cheese Soup, or a Hamburger with a TON of pickles or even a Spicy Chicken from Wendy's.  I cannot get myself to eat because I do not want anything but what I just listed. I wish I could get in my car and go get everything I want but Keith is at work and by time he gets home it will be to late and they will be closed ugh!!!
My picture is of Ethan "cooking" dinner. He put a sippy cup in the microwave shut the door then sat there for a few seconds took it out and said OUCH HOT then put it back in lol. So I took a picture of him while he did it again. I will add the picture tomorrow I am to tired to do it now. Plus I need to find something to eat even if I don't want it.